Fallin' like I never fell before
I think I'm in love. I'm falling like I never fell before. I am hopelessly and terribly in love. And that sucks. It sucks wanting to scream and not being able to. It sucks sitting in my bedroom wanting someone to want me, to miss me. And it sucks the most not having someone to talk about it. I think I'm enchanted. It's the only thing that explains the stalking instinct, the constantly checking for e-mails and the deep breaths when the person has to leave. And I just got what I'm attracted to. I don't love beauty nor intelligence. I like someone just like me but different. Someone who can surprise me even after a long time we know each other. I like someone vulnerable. I like to take care of people. I like messed-up and neglect ones. I like underdogs! And I like being praised. I like being described as a sweet guy when everyone knows I'm truly a hard cheese to swallow, a bitter tongue. I like the fact that someone really thinks I'm lovely, it makes me w